Tuesday, June 30, 2009

BABY'S BABY'S BABY'S

sooo... work is finally busy... but im still bored out of my mind lol... so i thot i would write sum more... oh!! exciting news! the baby kicked my hand for the first time last nite!!! everyone told me i would cry wen it happened... but i didn't... it more or less jsut felt weird... he is kicking harder and harder each day and most of the time its just uncomforable...but i can't really complain... if i didn't feel his feet in my croch all day i would be worried! lol but as it is he weighs about 1 pound right now! and all vital organs look good! he's right where he needs to be!!! hopefully i can get into my moms work this weekend and get the newest ultrasound pix on here! so far he is just like his father! lol he likes to pick his nose, wave his hoohaa around so everyone can see and i believe his goal for the next 3 and half months is to make me as uncomfoartable as possible! lol... i couldn't ask for more! ;D
70 degrees is no longer a comfy sleeping temp. it must be atleast 68 if not lower for me to not sweat my ass off!! not that i couldn't afford to lose sum of the junk that is currently residing in my trunk but then i would have to buy new pants!
my feet were already huge to begin with but now they are big, sweaty( no one told me that would happen) and swollen! all the time!!! i've gone up a shoe size! adn wuts witht he sweating! who knew that when ur pregnant the sweat glands in ur feet decide to work overtime!!!
and i don't want any1 to get the wrong impression, i can't wait for Evan to be born! i'm excited beyond belief! it's just all the things that come with having a child are a bit bothersome lol!

but newho....i'm still at work, i only have like 40 minutes left... it couldn't go any slower... i was really hoping they would let me leave erly today... i have soo muchs hit to do! the exterminators coming tomorro so i need to clean my room, the bathroom and the kitchen! yes i do have a room mate but her idea of a "big improvement" is to get rid of the pop cans on the counter and take out HALF of the trash that's sitting in our hallway...
No secret there, we don't get along very well... i mean, we function civilly cuz we live together but in all reality we really can't stand each other!!! it's nothing either one of us did... or its everything lol.. we're just 2 different people... that should not be living together!
Her perception of things and mine are completely different. for example:
She thinks she grew up poor cuz she couldn't buy the designer clothes everyone else was wearing... her family went on yearly vacations! but she was poor.
I on the other hand, think she had it good. she's always bitching about wut a struglle it was and how she had to be home every nite by 6 to sit down and eat dinner with her family.
I say.... you had the money to buy groceries for all that food!... cuz im pretty sure i remember times in my family where we didn't go grocery shopping for almost a month at a time! cuz there was no money... and yet she was poor one!
Oh yeah and lets not forget the time she told me that she thinks i'm an emotional eater! it was all i could do not to pounce right there! and i can't go to punk rock shows.. cuz im not "punk"
sorri if i like more than one genre of music, that apparently doesn't make me "deep and intellectual"
yeah i'm pretty sure i've 5 times the class and poise her skanky ass "punk" friends do. Atleast i shower on a regular basis! i swear to god if she brings one more person over who doesn't take regular showers, I'm done!
Oh yeah! you heard me! these guys hadn't showered in anywehre from a month to 3 or 4 months... it was revolting.... the minute they left i lysoled, windexed, and scrubbing bubbles everything!!! i think it would be healthier to stick my head in a litter box!!!
I mean seriously! of all the people taht are in the world... she finds the 2 guys that couldn't give a shit!!! and then she sleeps with them!!!!
I don't really like to judge ppl., cuz i don't want them judging me... but where did the standards go??!!! but newho... i should prolly het going i have now only have 10 minutes left... and i need to get ready to run out of here!
I will be back tomorro... with more adventures...

I'm a blog virgin...tehehe!!!

well well well... not sure where to start here...This may be short becausei might be leaving lwork early... Which is i guess a good starting point (i apologize for any atrocious spelling, I text too much, it's an addiction!) Newho, I work for a metlaworking supply company, don't worry family and friends I do not operate any heavy machinery! THe world is safe!!!. lol I take phone orders in my 4 X 6 cell/cubicle... They pay us Customer Sales Rep.'s (CSR's) ridiculous amounts of money to take phone calls all day... it's tidious and boring... but it's a job and it's insurance. And with the new baby coming, both are a necessity... as tempting as welfare sounds... it's not gonna happen.
SOoo.. On to the juicy stuff.... I currently reside in Livonia, MI monday thru friday. On the weekends i retreat to my mothers house an hour and a half north of me. which is frequently called by the city folk as BFE... If you don't know wut that means...u need to get out more...She lives in Yale, The Bologna capitol of the world... nice ha. figures she would pick the cheesiest town to move too. but it suits her with the traveling and bird watching classes at the library, her crochet group and can't leave out the bunko group... I hear there is an entire group on the police force dedicated to busting bunko groups... apparently it is illegal gambling lol... way to go ma! ur a fugitive.
ANd yes to those of you who haven't been notified...I'M PREGNANT!!! I am currently 23-24 weeks and he (yes he!!) is due on October 23rd!!! My mom is ecstatic, my dad is worried, my brother finds it funny and i'm emotionally unstable! Or as the father would refer to it "raging lunatic bitch"... i know, i know it's not the nicest thing to say to the future mother of ur child but he did dump me 3 weeks after we found out! SO, as you can see it hasn't been an easy road lately... I'm going to be a single mother and i have a huge problem with that! but i'm a firm believer that what doesn't kill me will only make me stronger! hopefully lol...but despite our issues we continue to try and be frends and make it work for the baby. We are both very excited and scared shitless... neither one of us planned this and it came as quite a shock to the both of us... I love justin to death but he drives crazy! i'm sure he feels the same way about me.

As it is i'm moody and hormonal and getting along with me is tough!!! i snap at everyone over the stupidest things and cry when those orphan kids and that white bearded santa looking guy are on the tv!!! it's just sad! lol... but other than that... i don't do a whole lot... i can't really....being pregnant and all... i miss drinking... i find it a necessary sacrifice... but not a fun one! I don't think there is anything i wouldn't do for a bud light at this point! well i suppose i should do some kind of work... sorri that this is terribly long and possibly boring... keyword in the blog title "ramblings"!!

Well Hopefully you weren't too bored.. and hopefully if i can get over to heathers this weekend i can get sum pix up... although i am new to this whole blog thing so it may take a bit longer than planned!