So... i forgot i have yet to blog today.. i should be working!... but as it is...i really don't feel like it!
Thank god today is my friday!!! i have the next 2 days off!! holla! lol
but newho... not much happened since yesterday... my roommate is trying her damnest to drive me crazy... spent an hour in the kitchen last nite cleaning and chopping up a watermelon and making pudding... the dishes needed to be done badly.. we were out of spoons and bowls!! gross.. it was like 2 guys lived in the place.. and since my roommate is apparently boycotting doing the dishes.. i don't think she has picked up a sponge in a month, atleast! it was up to me... so i packed the dishawasher full, and wiped down counters... this entire time she is in her room hashing shit out with her mom...
i gotmost of everything celaned... the inserts inthe stove need tobe pulled out and wahsed badly!! so i thot oh! i'll do that tomorrow cuz i won't have a hlaf hours worth of dishes to do!
i hadn't been sitting down 5 minutes and she comes out of her room and sees the kitchen and goes Oh! great! i can cook now!!
now we all know me and my dad cook the same way.. we can get spaghetti sauce on the inside of cabinets, for cryingoutloud!! we don't have shit on her!!! i thot i was a messy cook!! there are no words to describe how bad it is!! it drives me nuts!! at htis point its about 8:30 at nite... so she goes ahead and starts cooking... needless to say... it all needs to be wiped down again and my almost empty sink is now full, again! and she wants to cook tonite... i can't do it!
and it's not like this is a one time occurrance... she does it everytime i get the kitchen cleaned!!! i cannot for the life of me keep that kitchen cleaned! is it so bad to want to just look at a nice clean kitchen for a day!! i don't ever get to enjoy it!
oh! daily update!! its humid as hell today and my feet look like balloons!!! my right shoe doesnt fit! i'm walking around work with it half on! and ppl are noticing! it does this everytime it gets humid out!!! and drinking anything only makes it worse!
other than that... i believe the next 2 hours will not go by quickly like the rest of the day... i'm stuck here to suffer!!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
oy!.... this is gonna be a long day!
Sooo... back from an okay weekend... a few things backfired on me...
didn't do too much after friday.. i drove up to PoHo on saturday to give the infamous baby daddy gas money to get to our doctors appointment monday. Cuz im such a nice person!! and if he missed a 4th appointment in a row i wasn't gonna be veryhappy!!
but other than that... not too much to tell... found out that there will be a 3rd room mate moving in with justin and monica... not too happy about it... i just don't trust the kid! justin's pissed at me cuz its his best frend, but i don't give a shit if its his brother! if i don't feel comfortable with sum1 being around my child on a regular basis, there just won't be any visitation... sole custody here i come!
but newho... so we fought for quite a bit about it sunday night...after everything was said and done i didn't think he would show up on monday but he did...and he was awkwardly nice... he carried the case of water in from the car... after the appointment i started to make lunch and he practically kicked me out of the kitchedn and told me to sit down. he rearranged my utensil drawer...put the toilet paper on the toilet paper roll (which i never do!) and he stayed and ate lunch with me...
After wut was said i expected alot more tense of a situation...wut was said u ask...w ell... not very nice things... to sum it all up "i'll be nothing more to him than the bitch he knocked up" now i said that... but he agreed! i should have beat his ass the minute he walked in... but i knew it would be too easy... it's no fun if he's not gonna fight back... but newho... lots more was said but mainly that he needed to talkt o me more and inform about situations like these cuz i wouldn't let sum1 move into my place with the baby there if he weren't comfortable with it. and more about how if he tried to sumwut be my frend that conversations like these would be probably go alot better... which he agreed to...
but i dunno.. he was strangely nice... i think he almost gave me a hug beofre he left... but i'm not too sure about that one...
but other than that eventfull day. i went home and watched movies all weekend at mom's... oh!!! im going to register on thursday!!! woot!! i think at target and walmart... i like walmarts clothes and they have good prices on bottles and toys... but there selection for travelsystems and pack and plays is quite limited... and i love target!!! i shouldn't affter workign there for 2 and half years and then getting fired.. but.. oh well!!
looks like it's just ramblings today... room mates still driving me nuts... i am counting down the days till i don't have to be there nemore!! good lord... i know i'm stubborn and liek to be right all the time.. but i atleast except the fact that everyone has different opinions and interests... if jen doesn't like it, it's not worth anyones time! some people just need to learn to be a little more open minded!! it's not the end of the world if sum1 doesn't like the same shit as u!! get the fuck over it!!! (and cut ur mullett!)
i guess i should try and get sum work done today... even tho all i want to do is sleep!!
didn't do too much after friday.. i drove up to PoHo on saturday to give the infamous baby daddy gas money to get to our doctors appointment monday. Cuz im such a nice person!! and if he missed a 4th appointment in a row i wasn't gonna be veryhappy!!
but other than that... not too much to tell... found out that there will be a 3rd room mate moving in with justin and monica... not too happy about it... i just don't trust the kid! justin's pissed at me cuz its his best frend, but i don't give a shit if its his brother! if i don't feel comfortable with sum1 being around my child on a regular basis, there just won't be any visitation... sole custody here i come!
but newho... so we fought for quite a bit about it sunday night...after everything was said and done i didn't think he would show up on monday but he did...and he was awkwardly nice... he carried the case of water in from the car... after the appointment i started to make lunch and he practically kicked me out of the kitchedn and told me to sit down. he rearranged my utensil drawer...put the toilet paper on the toilet paper roll (which i never do!) and he stayed and ate lunch with me...
After wut was said i expected alot more tense of a situation...wut was said u ask...w ell... not very nice things... to sum it all up "i'll be nothing more to him than the bitch he knocked up" now i said that... but he agreed! i should have beat his ass the minute he walked in... but i knew it would be too easy... it's no fun if he's not gonna fight back... but newho... lots more was said but mainly that he needed to talkt o me more and inform about situations like these cuz i wouldn't let sum1 move into my place with the baby there if he weren't comfortable with it. and more about how if he tried to sumwut be my frend that conversations like these would be probably go alot better... which he agreed to...
but i dunno.. he was strangely nice... i think he almost gave me a hug beofre he left... but i'm not too sure about that one...
but other than that eventfull day. i went home and watched movies all weekend at mom's... oh!!! im going to register on thursday!!! woot!! i think at target and walmart... i like walmarts clothes and they have good prices on bottles and toys... but there selection for travelsystems and pack and plays is quite limited... and i love target!!! i shouldn't affter workign there for 2 and half years and then getting fired.. but.. oh well!!
looks like it's just ramblings today... room mates still driving me nuts... i am counting down the days till i don't have to be there nemore!! good lord... i know i'm stubborn and liek to be right all the time.. but i atleast except the fact that everyone has different opinions and interests... if jen doesn't like it, it's not worth anyones time! some people just need to learn to be a little more open minded!! it's not the end of the world if sum1 doesn't like the same shit as u!! get the fuck over it!!! (and cut ur mullett!)
i guess i should try and get sum work done today... even tho all i want to do is sleep!!
Friday, July 10, 2009
Dead to the world...
soo... i'm going off about 4 hours of sleep... oy! this should be a fun day... i was soo looking forward to getting a good nights sleep, i went to bed at 10!! i had yesterday, so to make sure i could get to sleep at a reasonable time i set my alarm for 7! i went back to bed till 8... but 8 is still early. so newho... went to bed at 10 fell asleep within 10 minutes!! i was soo excited!
I wake up out of no where and look at my phone and it is only 2am!! i figure, okay no biggy.. i'll grab sumthing to drink, hit the bathroom, smoke a quick cigarrette and be back in bed in 10 minutes!
well much to my surprise i repeated this proces about 5 times lol.. minus the cigarette on a few of those... i even had some milk and oreos! and still nothing... i finally started to get tired around 5!! and next thing i know my alarm goes off at 6!!
Needless to say, it was a rough nite...
HAHAHA soo funny story about Kroger, our local grocery store... for the native californians, its like Ralph's!!!
So my grocery shopping trip turned into a feast fest... my cart was half full and the only thing i had gotten from my list was a seedless baby watermelon!! it was mostly junk.. most of that junk was chocolate related! ... my chocolate cravings are being a bit out of hand... which on one hand has helped with my smoking, on the other its doing nothing for my ever growing ba-donka-donk!... i replace cigarettes with pieces of chocolate, frosting, ice cream lol... anything chocoalte really lol... it's all utterly delicious!!
well i finally get everything on my list! (Yeah! thank god!!) and then some!~ i wait 10 mintues to check out cuz instead of making ppl bag there own groceries and lettign the bag boys open up another register.. which would have helped tremendously! i prefer to bag my own groceries!! they only keep the 2 registers amd let everyone wait...
well newho... i have all my stuff, it fills up the conveyor belt and im having issues manuvering the cart around my massive baby stomach!! the cashier holds up the box of razors (venus of course) that i spontaniously thot,,,hhhmm that's a good sale... i think i will pick thosE up... they werent't evena necessity! well they jsut got these new unbreakable locked box things and of course the 2 cashier have no clue how to open them... so they call the manager!.. he is clueless... and after about 10 minutes of pushing and pulling and nothing happening.. he apoligized on numerous occasions and said well i'm just gonna take it outside and break it! i said great! get me the F out of here lol... he couldn't break it... another 10 minutes and a couple phone calls to other managers and stores a beatly looking cashier rumbles up and says (in sumwut of a deep voice) "give 5 minutes and a hammer in the backroom, and u'll be out of here" lol!! i'm dying at this point! im hot, sweaty and my mint chocalte chip icecream is melting! i already spuil a can of coke on the passenger seat of my banged up white mustang! and now im thingking "great, now im gonna need to wipe up melted ice cream".. so i make chit chat witht the manager guy who looks completely mortified that he can't even get a little plastic box open! lol and blurt out... well atleast it wasn't a box of condomns! lol... he turned bright red.. i thot it would take the edge off.. i wasn't mean or nething... but i had a cart full of groceries and a half mile walk up a flight of stairs just to get all this shit in my apartment! and then put it away!! i dunno i thot it was funny...
long story short... got home... hauled all the groceries and got them put away... at the same time realizing that my ignored urge to check the milk in the fridge before i left.. was valid... we now have 2 1/2 gallons of milk that needs to be dranks but the 22 lol... oops!!! it was only like 1.70 for the gallon... good thing i bought the giant boxes of honey nut cheerios and honey bunches of oats!
newho... so im feeling a bit dead to the world today.. i just want to go home put on a movie on the roomies new tv!!! (cuz we can actually see wuts on tv now!!) i've been waiting since tuesday to wach a movie on it... almost did last nite but it was too late and she was home... and she has the attention span of a peanut wen it comes to watching movies... she'll talk through the entire thing! so there is no point in tryin to even watch one with her in the room... if i don't shut my door i almost always have to pause the movie atleast 3 times... lol
but newho.. i shouldn't leave erly today but im thinking it is necessary... atleast i will feel that way until my paycheck comes andi only have enough for rent lol!!
newho.. i'm gonna pretend to work while i sleep at my desk now lol
I wake up out of no where and look at my phone and it is only 2am!! i figure, okay no biggy.. i'll grab sumthing to drink, hit the bathroom, smoke a quick cigarrette and be back in bed in 10 minutes!
well much to my surprise i repeated this proces about 5 times lol.. minus the cigarette on a few of those... i even had some milk and oreos! and still nothing... i finally started to get tired around 5!! and next thing i know my alarm goes off at 6!!
Needless to say, it was a rough nite...
HAHAHA soo funny story about Kroger, our local grocery store... for the native californians, its like Ralph's!!!
So my grocery shopping trip turned into a feast fest... my cart was half full and the only thing i had gotten from my list was a seedless baby watermelon!! it was mostly junk.. most of that junk was chocolate related! ... my chocolate cravings are being a bit out of hand... which on one hand has helped with my smoking, on the other its doing nothing for my ever growing ba-donka-donk!... i replace cigarettes with pieces of chocolate, frosting, ice cream lol... anything chocoalte really lol... it's all utterly delicious!!
well i finally get everything on my list! (Yeah! thank god!!) and then some!~ i wait 10 mintues to check out cuz instead of making ppl bag there own groceries and lettign the bag boys open up another register.. which would have helped tremendously! i prefer to bag my own groceries!! they only keep the 2 registers amd let everyone wait...
well newho... i have all my stuff, it fills up the conveyor belt and im having issues manuvering the cart around my massive baby stomach!! the cashier holds up the box of razors (venus of course) that i spontaniously thot,,,hhhmm that's a good sale... i think i will pick thosE up... they werent't evena necessity! well they jsut got these new unbreakable locked box things and of course the 2 cashier have no clue how to open them... so they call the manager!.. he is clueless... and after about 10 minutes of pushing and pulling and nothing happening.. he apoligized on numerous occasions and said well i'm just gonna take it outside and break it! i said great! get me the F out of here lol... he couldn't break it... another 10 minutes and a couple phone calls to other managers and stores a beatly looking cashier rumbles up and says (in sumwut of a deep voice) "give 5 minutes and a hammer in the backroom, and u'll be out of here" lol!! i'm dying at this point! im hot, sweaty and my mint chocalte chip icecream is melting! i already spuil a can of coke on the passenger seat of my banged up white mustang! and now im thingking "great, now im gonna need to wipe up melted ice cream".. so i make chit chat witht the manager guy who looks completely mortified that he can't even get a little plastic box open! lol and blurt out... well atleast it wasn't a box of condomns! lol... he turned bright red.. i thot it would take the edge off.. i wasn't mean or nething... but i had a cart full of groceries and a half mile walk up a flight of stairs just to get all this shit in my apartment! and then put it away!! i dunno i thot it was funny...
long story short... got home... hauled all the groceries and got them put away... at the same time realizing that my ignored urge to check the milk in the fridge before i left.. was valid... we now have 2 1/2 gallons of milk that needs to be dranks but the 22 lol... oops!!! it was only like 1.70 for the gallon... good thing i bought the giant boxes of honey nut cheerios and honey bunches of oats!
newho... so im feeling a bit dead to the world today.. i just want to go home put on a movie on the roomies new tv!!! (cuz we can actually see wuts on tv now!!) i've been waiting since tuesday to wach a movie on it... almost did last nite but it was too late and she was home... and she has the attention span of a peanut wen it comes to watching movies... she'll talk through the entire thing! so there is no point in tryin to even watch one with her in the room... if i don't shut my door i almost always have to pause the movie atleast 3 times... lol
but newho.. i shouldn't leave erly today but im thinking it is necessary... atleast i will feel that way until my paycheck comes andi only have enough for rent lol!!
newho.. i'm gonna pretend to work while i sleep at my desk now lol
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Oy!!! I'm gonna POP!!!!
SSooooo... i only have a half hour beofre i get to run out of work screaming for joy!!! and i have tomorrow off so i can enjoy it even more!!! i figured i mite write little blurb today beofer i left
sooo... my roommate got her new 32 inch flatscreen HDtv set up last nite... oh! My!! i can see!!!! the tv we were watching before was absolute crap, i think it was quite sum years old and the needed to retire. i don't feel and urgent need tog o get my eyes checked anymore... they still need to be done... but as soon as i thot. lol
newho... next week is sooo exciting... i only have to work 2 days!!! i had originally took thursday and friday off for my thursday check up... and about an hour after i got all the time off approved the office calls and says that ur doctor will not be in thursday or friday.. we need to reschedule u for monday... woot... so now on top of my 2 vacation days next week i had to take monday off as well... un paid...
and yes ... if i had asked i prolly could have swapped my thursday for monday and avoided unpaid days but i already told justin we would go register on thursday and who wants thrusday off and have to come back friday... and it would double my driving to go pick up justin... and then come alll the way back to my place to work. which is quite a drive!!!
but yes... and i believe he is inviting his mom to go... i tried to avoid this at all costs... i love her to death... she just scares the shit out of me!!! lol...
and who wants the mother of the guy who got you pregnant and than left u at your annual Pap!... awkward lol...
but newho i am out of time!!!
sooo... my roommate got her new 32 inch flatscreen HDtv set up last nite... oh! My!! i can see!!!! the tv we were watching before was absolute crap, i think it was quite sum years old and the needed to retire. i don't feel and urgent need tog o get my eyes checked anymore... they still need to be done... but as soon as i thot. lol
newho... next week is sooo exciting... i only have to work 2 days!!! i had originally took thursday and friday off for my thursday check up... and about an hour after i got all the time off approved the office calls and says that ur doctor will not be in thursday or friday.. we need to reschedule u for monday... woot... so now on top of my 2 vacation days next week i had to take monday off as well... un paid...
and yes ... if i had asked i prolly could have swapped my thursday for monday and avoided unpaid days but i already told justin we would go register on thursday and who wants thrusday off and have to come back friday... and it would double my driving to go pick up justin... and then come alll the way back to my place to work. which is quite a drive!!!
but yes... and i believe he is inviting his mom to go... i tried to avoid this at all costs... i love her to death... she just scares the shit out of me!!! lol...
and who wants the mother of the guy who got you pregnant and than left u at your annual Pap!... awkward lol...
but newho i am out of time!!!
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Just Passing time...
So i'm sitting in my 4'X6' cell counting down the seconds till i get to wave my disgusing looking badge across the little black box and go home for the nite! And right now the countdown is at 6 hours and 12 minutes... and a few odd seconds... i've got a bit to go!
So i think this blog will go way past the realm of TMI!!
MY BOOBS ARE LEAKING!!
i know being pregnant and all it comes with the territory... but i don't remember who the last women in our family was that was able to actually breastfeed!... so there's really no point in putting me through all this pain and humilliation of having one boob gigantically larger than the other, if i'm not gonna make any milk and have to buy shit tons of formula anyways!!!
They feel like they are going to explode!!! and if you squeeze them more shit comes out!!! I'm a mutant!!!
So here's a list of everything that is currently impeding my ability to be comfortable:
1) feet so swollen i think i'm getting kankles!!
2) Freakishly looking stretch marks all over my stomach(and they hurt!)
3) my bra that doesn't fit... i'm too cheap to go buy a new one so i'm still wearing the one i was wearing before i got pregnant!
4) MAss breakouts!!! I thot ur skin was supposed to clear up and glow when u get pregnant!!! i look like a constellation! Where's the goddamn glow!
5) waddling!!! yes i've started to waddle.. and its not comfortable!
6) not being able to get off the couch and/or rolling out of bed! (AKA: Loss of mobility!)
7) Exploding boobs!
8) oh! and the lovable little munchkin playing ping pong with my vital organs, shoving his feet in my crotch all day, and his lovely irish jig he does on my bladder wen i wait more than 20 minutes to go to the bathroom!
9) Let's not forget the spontaneous fit of tears! i could be watching Dane Cook and start crying for no apparent reason!
I don't mean this to be a bitch fest... but it sort of is!! I, in no way, resent my baby... i jsut think he could be kinder to my body!! lol... but I think of all these things as preparation for whats to come! I know the Power's boys... and i know the boys in my family... and combining the two... well.. i think i'm gonna have one crazy kid!...
adorable, but crazy!
newho... as for the tv situation... looks like there was premise behind it... she was goint o pick up her new tv yesterday that her parents got her... but she couldn't lift it by herself... SOoooo i'm goin with her today to go and get it...
She's been unusually nice lately... it's kind of scary.. we're never mean too each other... just never ridiculously nice... and lately.... it's just been weird.. i dunnooo..
I guess living in peace isn't so bad..
So i've been at this blog thing for a bit now... current countdown 5 hours, 12 minutes and sum odd seconds lol.... omg!!! it's only been an hour!!! shoot me! i've got lunch in 10 tho... there's an hour down.. so technically 4 hours 10 minutes and sum seconds....
Well i'm thinking htis blog is entirely way too long as it is... and it is lunch time! woot!
Thanks for listening frends!
So i think this blog will go way past the realm of TMI!!
MY BOOBS ARE LEAKING!!
i know being pregnant and all it comes with the territory... but i don't remember who the last women in our family was that was able to actually breastfeed!... so there's really no point in putting me through all this pain and humilliation of having one boob gigantically larger than the other, if i'm not gonna make any milk and have to buy shit tons of formula anyways!!!
They feel like they are going to explode!!! and if you squeeze them more shit comes out!!! I'm a mutant!!!
So here's a list of everything that is currently impeding my ability to be comfortable:
1) feet so swollen i think i'm getting kankles!!
2) Freakishly looking stretch marks all over my stomach(and they hurt!)
3) my bra that doesn't fit... i'm too cheap to go buy a new one so i'm still wearing the one i was wearing before i got pregnant!
4) MAss breakouts!!! I thot ur skin was supposed to clear up and glow when u get pregnant!!! i look like a constellation! Where's the goddamn glow!
5) waddling!!! yes i've started to waddle.. and its not comfortable!
6) not being able to get off the couch and/or rolling out of bed! (AKA: Loss of mobility!)
7) Exploding boobs!
8) oh! and the lovable little munchkin playing ping pong with my vital organs, shoving his feet in my crotch all day, and his lovely irish jig he does on my bladder wen i wait more than 20 minutes to go to the bathroom!
9) Let's not forget the spontaneous fit of tears! i could be watching Dane Cook and start crying for no apparent reason!
I don't mean this to be a bitch fest... but it sort of is!! I, in no way, resent my baby... i jsut think he could be kinder to my body!! lol... but I think of all these things as preparation for whats to come! I know the Power's boys... and i know the boys in my family... and combining the two... well.. i think i'm gonna have one crazy kid!...
adorable, but crazy!
newho... as for the tv situation... looks like there was premise behind it... she was goint o pick up her new tv yesterday that her parents got her... but she couldn't lift it by herself... SOoooo i'm goin with her today to go and get it...
She's been unusually nice lately... it's kind of scary.. we're never mean too each other... just never ridiculously nice... and lately.... it's just been weird.. i dunnooo..
I guess living in peace isn't so bad..
So i've been at this blog thing for a bit now... current countdown 5 hours, 12 minutes and sum odd seconds lol.... omg!!! it's only been an hour!!! shoot me! i've got lunch in 10 tho... there's an hour down.. so technically 4 hours 10 minutes and sum seconds....
Well i'm thinking htis blog is entirely way too long as it is... and it is lunch time! woot!
Thanks for listening frends!
Monday, July 6, 2009
BUT WHY IS THE RUM GONE??!!!
Isn't it just sad when you don't even get in the parking lot for your work and you already want to go home! Well, ladies and gents, it's definately one of those days! My ever so wonderful roommate decided she wanted to take her tv into her room last nite. well... her tv is the only tv with a convertor box and antenna in the house! So no news for me this morning... on top of the sneaky tv switch she was moving everything around in her room last nite...at midnite! So, no news, no sleep=headache and puffy eyes!
Oy! but the weekend wasn't too bad... hung out with my mom...again... lol.. it's become a trend. but my dad was home for the weekend... which is rare especially for a holiday weekend. but newho.
Not much to report... the infamous baby daddy seems to be ignoring my texts... He doesn't have a job for the summer and yet he's always too busy to do anything... i know i'm not the easiest person to deal with right now, but it's mainly the hormones... i snap at everyone and he still insists the he's the only one i yell at. he thinks that if he shows up for a doctors visit from time to time that, that's more than enough... it would be nice to be frends and actually hang out and i dunno... watch a movie... eat sum food. but apparently im not important enough to do that. i know myspace is older than dirt at the moment and twitter is the new way to go these days. but if you look at his top frends ( i know, so high school, but u'll see my point.) There are his bands... then family and sum frends an then more bands..... and then way down at the bottom of his list... is me. which i was deliberately put in that spot by him... i was in the family and frends section while we were together, but at sum point after he broke up with me i was moved to the bottom of the list. A bit ironic i think... all of a sudden i'm the last thing he's worried about!
i mean, you really can't even technically call us frends... and it's the saddest thing in the world... i dunno... this is depressing... he's an ass and that's all there is too it... i'm a raging bitch! and he's surprised about that!! after what happened and everything that's been said... how else am i supposed to act! HAppy??!! i think not! i don't want to be a single mom! not exactly what i had planned for my life at this point!
and the fact that i can't have any kind of alcohol during this entire 9 month period (technically 8) really makes it that much harder... i'm not an alcoholic by any means, but on the weekends, and occasionally a wednesday or two, i like my beer!!! nothing fancie nothing fruitie ( they most likeyl come with hangovers if mass quantities are consumed! AKA: THE HYATT, SUMMER 2006) but just a goddamn beer!!! months 3-5 weren't too bad... but im bordering month 6 of this pregnancy i haven't had a a drop of alcohol since february 16th!!! and i am about ready to rip sumbbodies head off... (i'm not responsible for who's head, BTW)
**SIGH** alright! got the breakdown out for the day! Everyone should be safe now... I can't promise anything, but it should be safe...
I guess i should watch how much info i put in here... i currently have only 2 followers... the best followers!! but still only 2... i'm afraid i may be scaring ppl off... keep in mind peeps im almost 6 months pregnant, and i belive it's been scientifically proven that women tend to lose there minds when they are pregnant! so don't be scared...it's only a blog... although i am certified in MySpace stalking, so beware! lol j/k
But i guess some work should get done today! i can only put it off for soo long...
Farewell freinds!
Oy! but the weekend wasn't too bad... hung out with my mom...again... lol.. it's become a trend. but my dad was home for the weekend... which is rare especially for a holiday weekend. but newho.
Not much to report... the infamous baby daddy seems to be ignoring my texts... He doesn't have a job for the summer and yet he's always too busy to do anything... i know i'm not the easiest person to deal with right now, but it's mainly the hormones... i snap at everyone and he still insists the he's the only one i yell at. he thinks that if he shows up for a doctors visit from time to time that, that's more than enough... it would be nice to be frends and actually hang out and i dunno... watch a movie... eat sum food. but apparently im not important enough to do that. i know myspace is older than dirt at the moment and twitter is the new way to go these days. but if you look at his top frends ( i know, so high school, but u'll see my point.) There are his bands... then family and sum frends an then more bands..... and then way down at the bottom of his list... is me. which i was deliberately put in that spot by him... i was in the family and frends section while we were together, but at sum point after he broke up with me i was moved to the bottom of the list. A bit ironic i think... all of a sudden i'm the last thing he's worried about!
i mean, you really can't even technically call us frends... and it's the saddest thing in the world... i dunno... this is depressing... he's an ass and that's all there is too it... i'm a raging bitch! and he's surprised about that!! after what happened and everything that's been said... how else am i supposed to act! HAppy??!! i think not! i don't want to be a single mom! not exactly what i had planned for my life at this point!
and the fact that i can't have any kind of alcohol during this entire 9 month period (technically 8) really makes it that much harder... i'm not an alcoholic by any means, but on the weekends, and occasionally a wednesday or two, i like my beer!!! nothing fancie nothing fruitie ( they most likeyl come with hangovers if mass quantities are consumed! AKA: THE HYATT, SUMMER 2006) but just a goddamn beer!!! months 3-5 weren't too bad... but im bordering month 6 of this pregnancy i haven't had a a drop of alcohol since february 16th!!! and i am about ready to rip sumbbodies head off... (i'm not responsible for who's head, BTW)
**SIGH** alright! got the breakdown out for the day! Everyone should be safe now... I can't promise anything, but it should be safe...
I guess i should watch how much info i put in here... i currently have only 2 followers... the best followers!! but still only 2... i'm afraid i may be scaring ppl off... keep in mind peeps im almost 6 months pregnant, and i belive it's been scientifically proven that women tend to lose there minds when they are pregnant! so don't be scared...it's only a blog... although i am certified in MySpace stalking, so beware! lol j/k
But i guess some work should get done today! i can only put it off for soo long...
Farewell freinds!
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Wrokin 9-5!!!
Good God!!! so... they finally offer to let sum of us leave erly at work today... i barely ever leave erly... i can't really afford it.. lol.. but today i said , u know wut i'm leaving! Did they brign a lovely white piece of paper over to me for me to sign today? NO! They didn't... I'm quite saddened! it would have been a nice day to go...
But newho.... enough bitching... work is sumwut busy today... not really tho... i only have like 40 minutes left... so it shouldn't be too bad... although i am jonesing for a marlboro 27 right now!
Here's a question... how do they make the white stuff in the middle of Oreo's??? it is utterly delicous and if i had a whole bowl of it to put on a cake i bet it would be absolutely fabulous!!
Just a side note there! lol
But there really is nothing clever to report today... i got a shit ton more sleep last nite than the nite before... and my feet are so swollen it looks like i had an allergic reaction to sumthin!!! oh! and did i mention a certain fetus's feet have been shoved in my crotch all day!!! not very comfy!!!
in fact it makes have to pee more!!!
but i'm really just trying to wastet ime here and i kind of don't remember all the stuff i had to saay earlier... oh well... it will come eventually...
But newho.... enough bitching... work is sumwut busy today... not really tho... i only have like 40 minutes left... so it shouldn't be too bad... although i am jonesing for a marlboro 27 right now!
Here's a question... how do they make the white stuff in the middle of Oreo's??? it is utterly delicous and if i had a whole bowl of it to put on a cake i bet it would be absolutely fabulous!!
Just a side note there! lol
But there really is nothing clever to report today... i got a shit ton more sleep last nite than the nite before... and my feet are so swollen it looks like i had an allergic reaction to sumthin!!! oh! and did i mention a certain fetus's feet have been shoved in my crotch all day!!! not very comfy!!!
in fact it makes have to pee more!!!
but i'm really just trying to wastet ime here and i kind of don't remember all the stuff i had to saay earlier... oh well... it will come eventually...
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