Isn't it just sad when you don't even get in the parking lot for your work and you already want to go home! Well, ladies and gents, it's definately one of those days! My ever so wonderful roommate decided she wanted to take her tv into her room last nite. well... her tv is the only tv with a convertor box and antenna in the house! So no news for me this morning... on top of the sneaky tv switch she was moving everything around in her room last nite...at midnite! So, no news, no sleep=headache and puffy eyes!
Oy! but the weekend wasn't too bad... hung out with my mom...again... lol.. it's become a trend. but my dad was home for the weekend... which is rare especially for a holiday weekend. but newho.
Not much to report... the infamous baby daddy seems to be ignoring my texts... He doesn't have a job for the summer and yet he's always too busy to do anything... i know i'm not the easiest person to deal with right now, but it's mainly the hormones... i snap at everyone and he still insists the he's the only one i yell at. he thinks that if he shows up for a doctors visit from time to time that, that's more than enough... it would be nice to be frends and actually hang out and i dunno... watch a movie... eat sum food. but apparently im not important enough to do that. i know myspace is older than dirt at the moment and twitter is the new way to go these days. but if you look at his top frends ( i know, so high school, but u'll see my point.) There are his bands... then family and sum frends an then more bands..... and then way down at the bottom of his list... is me. which i was deliberately put in that spot by him... i was in the family and frends section while we were together, but at sum point after he broke up with me i was moved to the bottom of the list. A bit ironic i think... all of a sudden i'm the last thing he's worried about!
i mean, you really can't even technically call us frends... and it's the saddest thing in the world... i dunno... this is depressing... he's an ass and that's all there is too it... i'm a raging bitch! and he's surprised about that!! after what happened and everything that's been said... how else am i supposed to act! HAppy??!! i think not! i don't want to be a single mom! not exactly what i had planned for my life at this point!
and the fact that i can't have any kind of alcohol during this entire 9 month period (technically 8) really makes it that much harder... i'm not an alcoholic by any means, but on the weekends, and occasionally a wednesday or two, i like my beer!!! nothing fancie nothing fruitie ( they most likeyl come with hangovers if mass quantities are consumed! AKA: THE HYATT, SUMMER 2006) but just a goddamn beer!!! months 3-5 weren't too bad... but im bordering month 6 of this pregnancy i haven't had a a drop of alcohol since february 16th!!! and i am about ready to rip sumbbodies head off... (i'm not responsible for who's head, BTW)
**SIGH** alright! got the breakdown out for the day! Everyone should be safe now... I can't promise anything, but it should be safe...
I guess i should watch how much info i put in here... i currently have only 2 followers... the best followers!! but still only 2... i'm afraid i may be scaring ppl off... keep in mind peeps im almost 6 months pregnant, and i belive it's been scientifically proven that women tend to lose there minds when they are pregnant! so don't be scared...it's only a blog... although i am certified in MySpace stalking, so beware! lol j/k
But i guess some work should get done today! i can only put it off for soo long...
Farewell freinds!
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