so...i'm sitting here at work... wondering, no praying, that they let ppl go hom eerly today... i don't care if its unpaid!! i need sum sleep.. i feel like shit!

So i caved last nite... roommate came home fed her cats and dissapeared for the nite... it was quite nice! or atleast it would have been if nething had been clean... so i caved... i couldn't stand it nemore... it was a fuckin pigstie! (pigsty?? eh, oh well) so i started to clean... got hte living room vaccuumed and picked up... pulled all the furniture out and cleaned behind there cuz roommate said that we had baby cockroaches behind ther.... and infestation she told a mutual friend here at work was the result of my slobbiness... cuz none of the dishes are hers... there all mine... CUZ IM THE ONLY ONE THAT EATS IN THAT APARTMENT!!! bullshit right... newho... so i'm getting everyhting cleaned up, i hadn't planned on doing all the dishes... just most of them, i filled the dishwasher and pulled the remnants of wutever the fuck she conjured up for breakfast this past weekend and through it in the sink. and i turn around and see the 1/4 gallon of milk sitting on the counter... i have no way of knowing how long its been there. atleast a day...
I stood there and debated my options... throw the entire container away.. although i had already taken out 2 full trashbags of trash and had no intentions of walking all the way to the dumpster in the dark behind my apartment complex.. i live in an okay neighborhood.. but its not that nice... so i decide to try my luck and dump it, so we don't have skanky milk sitting in our trash can..so i turn the water on and start pouring... only wut i thot to be nasty warm milk was a massive blob of an ass reaking cottage cheese substance!!!
now.. everyone in my family knows wut the Shaffley Gag is. no one on the preister side has a real good gag reflex... so im already fucked to begin with... and with being pregnant that sense is hightened tremendously!! it wasn't too bad at first.. buti had the windows open and a breeze started to blow all at the same time...

I don't think i need to go into too much detail as to wut happened the second that ass reaking smell hit my nose... 15 minutes of hell..all while bent over a tiolet that i cleaned spotless the week before...
So quesion of the day folks... if im the one causing this so called infestation, why am I throwing out HER 3 day old milk shit?? i don't know how anyone can stand to live like that!!!! i'm losing my mind...
so i just feel like complete and utter shit! i barely slept last nite, i was up and down all nite and the tv blairing in her room was no help to my sleeping process...
my life is shit!