ALL MEN ARE DICKS!

So i have titled this blog "All men are Dicks". I believe it is pretty self explanatory as to what this blog will be mostly about!
Men!! and the stupid asswhole things they do.
By now, we all know that me and justin (aka: Baby Daddy, not to be cunfused with JW, my brother) are not together... we haven't been for quite some time... it took a while to get to a point that ic ould actually talk to him without bitching at him.
Well, things have been really good lately... we've been talking and everything seemed to back to a friendly manner.
Well, Justin's phone was shut off a week and a half ago. He was nice enought ot let me know that i wouldn't be able to get a hold of him but if i needed anything i could call monica. okay. what ever... he doesn't have a job right now. not until school starts back up again. which won't be too much longer so there is no point in trying to get a job at this piont.
well i've tried to get a hold of monica and her phone was shtu off too... now i have already gone over the scenario of "what if something happens and i can't get a hold of you" but all in all it would be his fault. he didnt' have a job set up for the summer and now he's broke and has no money.
So... i have been pretty bored the past week or so cuz i don't text or call a lot of ppl. i mainly talk to justin and a select few others... well i've been really bored and calling my mom about 2-3 times aday... i'm sure she is getting annoyed. in fact i can tell she is annoyed lol...
well to shorten u p an already long story...
i was bored last night and went on myspace just to look around and i'm still waiting on a couple ppl to message me back their addresses cuz i sent some invitations out and they were returned. guess who i see on his myspace. none other than the asswipe himself. they don't have interent the only way he can get on his mysapce is on his phone. so i'm thinking... maybe he'll send me a message. i would think that since he hasn't talked to the woman carrying his son in over a week that he might be sligthly interested in how i am doing. one would think right?? well apparently i think wrong... cuz no message was sent. no comment was left. no call was made. now it's very possible that he was on sum1 else's phone or at someones house on their computer. but if your myspace is so important ot you that you find a way to check it even when your phone isn't working... i apparently am not important enough to be one of the few who is contacted in his search for internet/phone capabilities...
So, i'm a tad on the IRate side... nto pissed or mad... but IRATE!!
I'M CARRYING YOUR FUCKING SON!!! I'M ABOUT TO GIVE BIRTH IN LESS THAN 2 MONTHS TO YOUR CHILD!!! and he isn't the slightest bit interested in how i might be doing??? what an asshole!!! he makes me feel like all i am is s fucking surrigate... he doesn't give a shit!!!
not even just a little bit... and part of me knew he wouldn't call but part of me thot "Well, i am carrying his child, i can't see why he wouldn't be concerned."
Nope, not one bit. he's out taking joy rides with frends and getting new tattoos and having a the fucking time of his life while i'm stuck with a roommate who annoys the shti out of me...barely any friends and a stomach and ass that won't stop getting fatter!!!! i'm all by myself...
iT MUST BE NICE TO BE ABLE TO FORGET ABOUT THE FACT THAT WE ARE ABOUT TO HAVE A CHILD TO CARE FOR, AND JSUT GO ON LIVING YOUR LIFE LIKE NOTHING FUCKING HAPPENED!!! I'VE SPENT 7 MONTHS WONDERIGN WHAT THAT WOULD FEEL LIKE! YOU CUKIN PIECE OF SHIT!!!!