I Believe that i am just too tired to care at this point... i need to do laundry... i'm wearing the same pants i wore monday... and not they haven't been washed... i barely brushed my hair today after i got out of the shower and i have almost burst into tears about 3 times already this morning... i'm such a wuss... only 2 months left and i'm really not sure how i feel about it... i see the pictures of my nephew and think "god i can't wiat till Evan is that big!!" and then i look down at my belly and think "why didn't make him keep the condomn on???" it's hard to be excited and scared at the same time... i always wanted a kid... just not right now...

It will be okay...

SO i'm tired as hell, i feel gross and i just want to go pick up my ghost hunters DVD and curl up and eat ice cream the rest of the night!.

Newho it's almost time for me to go home..